mellow fellow

I feel really depressed. Like really depressed. Literally, I got up to go to school yesterday and cried. And it wasn't because I didn't want to go, but because I mentally could not handle it. I couldn't handle human interaction, smiling, laughing, conversing, all of the basic means of socializing terrified me. I haven't felt like this in a while honestly. I mean...

June 24, 2016 Today around 9 a.m. my mom called home from work. She had put 15 bean soup in the crock pot before she left for work, and wanted me to finish it. At 12 p.m she wanted me to cut up sausages and mix them along with a can of tomatoes into the bean soup, as well as boil some rice....